12/09/21 - The Eyes Of The Scarlet Rose & Middle Eastern Spiritual Goodies

 12/09/21 - The Eyes Of The Scarlet Rose & Middle Eastern Spiritual Goodies

Years ago, I discovered a wonderful spiritualist on Youtube. Her name is Andulairah, an incredibly intellectually sharp, intuitive mystic that only practices the highest forms of conjure and alchemy. Based in all things love, light, and intuition; she is an eleutheromaniac who thrives on moving with the direction that the universe takes her. When she came out with the audio book for her erotic romance titled "The Eyes Of The Scarlet Rose" I was utterly entranced. From the reverb of her voice, the background music playing and the story line of a woman willing to fall deeply in love - this story resonated with me so much. I knew I needed to not only obtain the tangible copy of this book, but I knew I needed something relating to it tattooed on my body somewhere and somehow. September 2021, I ended up getting a quarter sleeve tattoo of the book title inside a banner wrapped around  some old school style roses. When I showed Andulairah she had nothing but sweet words to say, ensuring me "Believe in love, because it is real. If Bonnie and Marcos could have it, so can you" - words full of magic!!! So, Near my birthday last month, I went ahead and purchased a wonderful Xmas goodie box she was offering on her website, and a paperback copy of this extraordinary book!! I was moved to tears when it finally arrived (shipping from AUS to the U.S is no joke during these times) and I discovered she had written a sweet little note to me!!! From the get go, this story (that MAY or MAY NOT be based on true events) meant something so spiritually significant to me. I'm someone who's been continuously burned by the few romantic partners I've had in my young adult life. The men I've had not so nice experiences with, were mainly trouble seeking men with rough and rugged pasts. While I do feel I've been in love at least once, this story (the parts I've read thus far) has shown me I've never loved someone who really loved me back. Through heartbreak and salty tears I swore I never EVER wanted to love again. However, this story has proven to me otherwise. This book not only gives me hope but it helps me romanticize and fantasize again. Though I am hesitant to admit, I eventually want that gut-wrenching, nervous, butterflies in the stomach, can't look him in the eyes, kind of love. However, what I know for certain is, not only must he feel the same about me, but he also has to have a very good head on his shoulders. Bear in mind, I haven't finished this book, I'm not even close to finishing - and this story line has had such an impact on me! It's amazing the things that really stick with us, isn't it?!

The One, The Only
Naudia Exotica