09/11/24 - The Vixen Among The Bulrushes     For a little while I can avoid the fact that I've comfortably worked myself into a steady rut. Perhaps even avoiding in-depth social interactions life sometimes calls for. It's almost as if I unintentionally appropriate the hermit card within tarot. I can't say with certainty that it's not a defense mechanism. Hell, I can't even say that it's not enjoyable. It's just second nature to me. However, this feeling or urge doesn't last long. Without a doubt I end up craving ongoing social interactions. It's very easy for me to slip in and out of this phase of isolation. There's one person in particular I can lean on when I need a push back into social reality. Let's face it, it's not a push it's a shove. Or more like a plunge, right into the outside commotion this world has to offer. My sister makes it so easy for me to feel a part of existence again. She's social, she's daring and a wh