12/29/23 - It Need Not Be Acquired, It Need Not Be Deserved

 

12/29/23 - It Need Not Be Acquired, It Need Not Be Deserved

 

 

 

December 29th marks the anniversary of my mother's passing. I've reached a point in my grief in which I've realized it will never get any easier. The wound I've been left with is bloody deep and incurable. Stitches couldn't mend it as the seams would indefinitely re-burst. There's no ointment, no medicine, no surgery, no magic spell that can heal grief; and grief of a parent at that. Time may pass this is true, and a portion of pain may turn into memory. Yet the pain will always persist no matter how you try to drown out the harrowing weeping sorrows. However, much like I've been saying all throughout December; there's ALWAYS a silver lining. For practically the whole month I've been knee-deep in turmoil both financial and emotional. The one-two punch of both mourning my mother & sinking into deep dark debt; what a happy holiday am I right!? Finally, now I am able to excavate my way out, but what It's taught me is. Things most certainly will fall apart. Your worst fear has a probable chance of happening. Instead of worrying about it my dears, why not think about the ways you will remedy it. What actions will you take in the face of your most foreboding fear coming to pass? My mother had always taught me to be as agile as possible when you're faced with hardship. When the hustle looks bleak and there's no promise of a positive outcome it's time to get resilient.

 

 

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